I Have Regained Sanity (For The Most Part)

Hello There…

Alright, so, I have chocolate-oatmeal-walnut cookies and Heather has finally replied to my frantic texts (the latest of which said simply “BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!”) and calmed me down (I dare you to find a proper response to my text message, for I am convinced only Heather possesses such a superpower.)

I’m not going to work at Kohl’s again, I’m going to try to get a job at The Book Carriage, where I’ve wanted to work for ages. And, since Josh stays with his family during the Summer and his family lives in the same city as me, if he wants to see me he can stop by The Book Carriage, but I’m not going to start turning my life upside down (again) for (a very, very attractive and nice and funny and witty and really really really great hugger and attractive…ahem…) somebody who has contacted me only once in over two months. Even if a part of me is still swooning over him, I know what I need to do, and I need to follow through with my plan to get an education up north and form a life elsewhere. Maybe things will change over the Summer and I’ll change my mind, that’s always a possibility, but honestly, I know that I’m beautiful and I have a heck of a brain on me, and I don’t want (or need) to be an adoring puppy anymore for somebody that never just came out and said he cared about me, that game hurt and it only made my mind spin.

Now, if you’ll excuse me, there is a fresh cup of mint tea waiting for me downstairs and a new issue of Psychology Today to finish before bed.

Until I Write Again,

–Hannah-Elizabeth/Classic

P.S. The Last Classic has officially reached 100 subscribers!

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10 thoughts on “I Have Regained Sanity (For The Most Part)

  1. I’m going to go out on a limb here. What kind of fiction do you like? I’m asking because I am looking for another beta-reader for the YA fantasy novel I’m in the process of writing. I have my 11 year old daughter on it, and I want an older teen’s take on it as well. Just asking. Don’t feel obligated.

  2. You got it! Don’t run after him (that’s a BIG no no-take it from me and the voice of experience). You have a great plan…..keep with it!

  3. Glad to hear that, I don’t know how other guys’ minds work but I can’t see myself forgiving a man for treating a lady like that if he really was interested in her. It’s sad, I used to think only males had to go through this kind of thing 😛

    • We all play games, I suppose 🙂
      It was positively maddening! At first I thought maybe he just texted the wrong Hannah (there are so many Hannahs out there, it wouldn’t be a shock) but even after it was obvious who I was he kept replying like there hasn’t been two months of silence…ahem, anyway, thank you for stopping by my blog again!

  4. Good choice! You never know what will happen in the future. But we can’t live our lives to please other people. We need to just go ahead and do what makes us happy! I’m glad you’re not sacrificing your plans for someone who you’re not even in a committed relationship with. If he wants you… he’ll pursue you.

  5. so as of now what have decision have you actually moved towards? 🙂 i’m glad you ‘ve somewhat regained your composure and don’t freak out… just try to reply to texts a day later…

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